[He is not human and he will never be. Perpetually mesmerized by the strangeness of it all, he tends to take longer to recover, keeping as close as possible to Mister Break, too lost in the scent, warmth and pleasure. For the longest time, he cannot find any words, so he allows his hands to express what he must instead, memorizing, reliving and caressing. Burying his nose in Mister Break's hair, he tries to catch up with what he is saying.]
'You...you are the first. Nobody has ever...'
[Not in billions of years. He has always strived to be who and what others wanted him to be. It is his duty and he has never complained. God, Michael...Even young master. I trusted you, the child had said, so very hurt, and that had been the last thing he heard from him before he woke up in Exsilium. Uriel has never known love without conditions, and has always been obediently punished whenever he didn't meet them. Has, in fact, learned to expect such punishment.
And that is one of the many reasons Misters Break is irreplaceable. He wraps his arms around his waist, trying to find ways to bring him closer even if his lover's body is completely pressed to his. Is it really selfish to love someone this completely? If that is so, Uriel must be the most selfish being in the entire world.]
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'You...you are the first. Nobody has ever...'
[Not in billions of years. He has always strived to be who and what others wanted him to be. It is his duty and he has never complained. God, Michael...Even young master. I trusted you, the child had said, so very hurt, and that had been the last thing he heard from him before he woke up in Exsilium. Uriel has never known love without conditions, and has always been obediently punished whenever he didn't meet them. Has, in fact, learned to expect such punishment.
And that is one of the many reasons Misters Break is irreplaceable. He wraps his arms around his waist, trying to find ways to bring him closer even if his lover's body is completely pressed to his. Is it really selfish to love someone this completely? If that is so, Uriel must be the most selfish being in the entire world.]